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April 2010

seventeen forever

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Chilling in my trendy new hat.


Hello World! Today’s my seventeenth birthday! :) Although it is over Spring Break and most of my friends are not here, it was a very pleasant day. I woke up to a beautiful day and balloons in my face. I took a shower and got ready, trying on twenty different outfits, before I left for physical therapy. Blasting Justin Bieber as I sped down Lee Highway, I realized that everyone was driving so damn slow today… Even the left lane was going under the speed limit… I suppose people were just taking it easy because of the beautiful weather. I arrived at physical therapy to find that my jaw was doing so much better, although an abnormal pain showed up, but didnt worry Ann too much.

After PT, I made my way to pick up Kristi to go to Tysons… I had no idea it would take over 20 minutes to get there. We had lunch at Potbelly, where I took advantage of the gift card I was given for my birthday (courtesy of JohnTodd! - name drop!) We got to Tysons and got a primo parking spot, and also got our movie tickets for The Last Song. We headed over to Urban and Forever, etc, where I got some awesome steals. I got a belt, headband, crop top, bandeau, and my trendy hat pictured above. I love shopping with Kristi because we have the same taste and we’re the same size… it’s perfect.

We kinda lost track of time in Forever, because we were about to check out when we realized that we had a movie to go to… 8 minutes before the movie and we were at the end of a long line. Knowing me, I was stressing out because of my Time OCD, but we made it and bolted to the theatre. We missed most of the previews, but I didn’t mind since they were all really for cartoons. Did you know The Last Song is rated PG? It’s Nicholas Sparks; it should definitely be PG-13. But I feel like since today I turned seventeen, I should’ve taken advantage and seen an R movie… Too bad all of them suck.

The Last Song was enjoyable. It was not the best movie, but the story is phenomenal- typical Nicholas Sparks stuff. Before I get into critiquing the acting and directing, let me tell you that it was the saddest movie of my life. Predictable, as usual, but I have never cried so hard during a movie. (Note - Do not take Laura Levy to see this movie.) Story, AND ENDING, was better than Dear John, but the acting definitely was not. Miley did well, I suppose, but she was really awkward and there were little things she kept doing that annoyed me. So was the Dad, he was awkward too, but maybe that’s what he was supposed to do. Liam was adorable and portrayed a Nicholas Sparks-esque boy perfectly, although he had his weird moments. The little brother killed me. He was adorable, he was funny, he made me the most emotional. He definitely pulled on my heartstrings the most. I won’t go on talking about the movie though; I don’t want to spoil it for you. Not the greatest movie, but it’s a definite go-see for sure.

Adorable and wish Alex was as cute as this kid.


I’m off to birthday dinner with Daddy and a night of New Moon and Glee.

Au-Revoir!

Mar 31, 2010

March 2010

homecoming

I’m baaaaaaaaackkkk!!

Myrtle Beach was fun. It was thuper cold and windy, but it was nice otherwise. I enjoyed spending quality time with some other Cambodians.

Although the weather wasn’t nice enough to actually lay out at the beach, I got soo much shopping done. The outlets there are amazing; it was seriously paradise. I made a few visits to American Eagle, which I used to hate but now I love, and there was a SOFFE STORE, so I finally bought a pair of purple mesh shorts. But I think my best purchase was a BCBG top. Whee!

The last day was a lot nicer though. It was the warmest day and the sun was out at points. I even got a little bit of a tan!

I’m really not in the mood for blogging, but thought I should update due to being away.

I’m so fucking artsy. Pictured - Kristi, my fraternal twin.


PS - I miss Booger.

Mar 30, 2010
vacation

Greetings from Myrtle Beach, South Carolina!

Mar 27, 2010
johntodd

Hello Tumblrz & non-Tumblr Readers!

Sorry for the lack of updates recently; I’ve truly slowed down my game. JohnTodd (NAME DROP) reminded me of his dedication to my blog and suggested I update more.

So, here I am updating…

Spring Break is in t-minus 3 days, and weather this week is SUCKY. Give me back last week :( I finally have a functional car CD player and Justin Bieber My World, and the weather sucks, so I can’t drive around BLASTING my favorite Canadian (aside from Shaun Suisham).

Oh, which reminds me, JUSTIN BIEBER MY WORLD 2.0 CAME OUT TODAY! I need to find the Golden Ticket so I can spend a vacation in the Bahamas with that adorable Pop Sensation.

Spring Break. I’m going to be lonely for the majority of it. I’m really hoping I can go to Princeton for my birthday, or can you said Worst Birthday Ever? I’ll find something to do though. But I officially am going somewhere! Friday - Sunday MYRTLE BEACH WITH THE KEMS! Haha Cambodian invasion?! Oh dear, I need to mentally prepare myself for a car ride… fuck.

I hate traveling. Like, really, if I could avoid traveling in all, I would. Car rides are the worst possible form of traveling. I hate just sitting in a car for hours with nothing to do but dizzy myself by looking out the window. I would read Harry Potter, but too bad I get car sick so easily. If only I was 17 and I could apparate… that is my ideal way to travel. I know, it makes you vomit the first time, but I would get used to it and it would be AWESOME. Only 8 days until then!

I love my new laptop. At least I’ll have it to travel with! I need to transfer my photoshop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need something to do when I don’t have internet!

Oh, I hope I get a ridiculous tan!

OH. MY. GOD. I GET TO MISS THE AP US/VA TEST. Stress is gone!

Btw, Jack Earley appreciates my British accent. Ya’ll can suck it.

I feel like I have more to say, but I don’t remember, so I’m out.

Chau!

Mar 23, 2010
can you say bbf??

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Meaning, Best Boyfriend Ever. Thank you, Booger, for getting me the two things I wanted most this year :)

I celebrated my birthday this weekend, since not everyone will be here next weekend, nor on my actual birthday. It’s okay though, because I will hopefully be in Princeton.

So, let’s work backwards. Tonight we went to Bodega for Spanish tapas, which were expensive, but really good. The waiter thought we were over 21 and kept offering us wine and sangrias. Should have took him up on that ish. Daddy made really yummy cake for all of us and all of my presents were really good. Other than Erik’s, I had an assortment of funny ones and also really cute clothes :)

OH PS - I’m just writing this blog on my new laptop, but nbd.

It’s an HP mini, which is good for my graphic design work and such. A Mac is ideal for graphic design, but I’m a PC, so gotta stick with HP. It was my idea…

The weather today was phenomenal. It was perfect and definitely my ideal weather. It was really nice driving to Tysons with the Costas in the convertible beemer. Quality.

Shopping with Shankey was very successful for I got cute shirts for myself as well as New Moon for Shan. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

My day was slightly thrown off because I skinned, not cut, myself shaving today. It bled. Like, a lot. Ewie. And I also got make-up in my eye, causing my contact to freak out. Other than that, it was wonderful.

Oh, I hate contacts. They really are the death of me. The past few days, my right eye contact has been FREAKING out on me and turning my eye blood red. Not pink, not red, BLOOD red. People were scared of my eye last night… it was so red that it was beyond having red eyes from being high.

There is seriously so much wrong with my body. And I’m really hoping I don’t get sick from being so cold last night at the soccer game. 1. Not really sure how I ended up at the game in the first place, 2. I was wearing a t-shirt and running shorts. I was SHIVERING.

That afternoon was pleasant, as well. The weather was again, gorgeous, and I found myself driving around with Andy and John, finding our way to Potbelly. Yuuum. Seriously though, Ballston Parking is a joke. I hate it so much. We went to Madison after to “play basketball”, which was really just Savannah and I sitting on the wall while the boys played basketball.

PS - I’ve been talking in a British accent. I have to practice, you know, for when I transfer to Hogwarts.

Lastly, FUCK MARCH MADNESS! I’m out. Kansas AND Villanova lost… and I had them playing each other in the final game… What the fuckkk.

Also, Happy Birthday @ShankeyLeg!

Toodle-loo!

Mar 21, 2010
photobombers

Thanks to this website - http://listoftheday.blogspot.com/2008/04/photobombers-of-day.html - I decided to make my own list.

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Mar 18, 2010
midweek update

The last of the snow has melted on the Anastos cul de sac- truly a sign that spring is finally here. The weather today was absolutely delightful. I got to do a little joyriding after J&TGP rehearsal, since I left because I wasn’t even called but Mrs. Haberstick called the entire cast anyway… but nonetheless, with the windows down and sunroof open, and speakers ALL DA WAY TURNT UP (why is that song spelled wrong..?) Also, Andy this is for you, I blasted Lemonade. God help me, I hate that song.

The hour of my day that I wasted at J&TGP was not horrible. We had one of our infamous dance parties (DPs!!!) and had a little 8th Period Theatre II throwback with a few dance move comebacks. The “you should probably do something about that” dance, the “bum bum be dum”, and OF COURSE the “somebody call 911, shawty fiya burnin on the dancefloor” dance.

Back to the weather though, really something. And it’s only supposed to get better. Tomorrow high of 66, Friday high of 72, and Saturday with a high of 69! I could not be more excited. I think I’m planning on rocking the long sleeve and shorts tomorrow… MY FAVORITE. Or maybe a t-shirt, because it’s even block tomorrow, and Mr. Wheeler’s room is scorching hot.

Just saw a puppy on Hannah Montana. So fucking cute. I WANT A PUPPY!! Heyyy… you know, my birthday’s coming up… (14 days until I’m 17!)

<—- If I don’t get a puppy, at least I have a little rat!

Speaking of Hannah Montana, they just name dropped Lord Voldemort. Love it. Also, the thing I’m looking the most forward to when this show ends, is Billy Ray Cyrus leaving and hopefully never acting again. It’s just painful to watch him. I don’t know where to start, nor if I would ever end, so I won’t.

I was at rehearsal today, doing nothing because I wasn’t supposed to be called, so Julia and I were drawing tattoos on each other. I hate feet, but I like ankle and foot tattoos… They make them more pleasant to the eye. Julia had a Jewish star of David, of course, and a lightning bolt (yay HP!) I had a peace sign on my wrist, which I honestly would get, and if my foot were to have a tattoo, right atop where my ankle meets my foot, there would be some kind of meaningful phrase? Speaking of which, I actually really like Miley Cyrus’s tattoo on her ribs. It looks cute when she’s in a bikini, which is hopefully the only time any person of the publicwould see it… but knowing her…

This post was really quite pointless, but I haven’t blogged since Sunday.

When life gives you lemons… put them on the chains with the v-cuts.

Last thing, I put Villanova going all the way in the NCAA tournament. Not that I know ANYTHING about college basketball, but I thought I’d let you know.  Judge me.

Happy St. Patrick’s Day!

Mar 17, 2010
anniversary

It’s official. I’ve had my blog for a whole month now TODAY! Wheee! So, I thought a new theme was in store. Personally, I think this one is the most “me” theme I’ve had.

I know it’s been a few days since my last update; I’m awfully sorry. To say the least, the past few days have been marvelous. Rats! has finally ended, but it hasn’t hit me yet. I suppose it will once I go to James & the Giant Peach rehearsal on Monday, and I won’t have to leave. That last show on Friday was really something. The kids, especially Aiden, gave it their all, and it was the best time they have ever done it. I’m so proud of them. I just can’t fathom that it’s over, and I really have no reason to see those kids ever again… Next year, though. The kids broke my heart when they asked if I’d be back next year, and I suppose I’ll have to! Little Andie and Reily, and Alexander, Oran, and Daniel. ADORABLE. There’s so much to say, but I can’t articulate. All I can say is that I’m glad I did it, as stressed out as I was.

My director’s binder that I no longer have use for :(


Everyone is in Savannah, Georgia right now- actually, they’re on their way home now- but I’ve been lonely without SAVANNAH and SHANLEY (name drops?!) At least I’ve had Ewik. We saw Green Zone last night… too political and pew-pew-pew for me. Should’ve gone to see Alice in IMAX 3-D… That would’ve been epic.

Anyways, all I really want to blog about is Rats! but there isn’t much more to say. I really hate doing shows though, ngl. They all must come to an end, which ALWAYS sucks. Let the show go on!!!!!!!!!! FOREVER!

Now I have all the time in the world to focus on James & the Giant Peach… (…………………….) It’ll get better, I hope. But since I’ve been gone due to Rats!, I’m not in ANY scenes. Yay…

I bid you adieu.

Mar 14, 2010
ain't it great to be a rat?

Aloha.

The past few days have not been very exciting at all, hence the lack of blog updates. It’s been the usual Rats! and James & the Giant Peach. Rats! is ending this week though, so I’m really excited, but so upset at the same time. I’ve come to be very fond of those little ones.

Today was a very good day. Although, half way through it I became very grumpy, not so sure why. I got to sleep in about an hour, which was soooo incredibly nice, so I don’t see why I would have had to be grumpy… But tevs. And then I got STARBUCKS for the first time in awhile for a little meeting beforehand for the directors. We were all decked out in our Rats! directing garb, so we were pretty intimidating. (…yeah)

The Rat stole the Pied Piper’s flute?!


Lately, I’ve had a lot impulse decisions. For example, on Sunday I went to get my haircut, and the stylist asked how much I wanted to cut off… All of a sudden I blurted out 4 inches. Dunno why, but at least it turned out okay and I like it. My impulse of the day today was at Starbucks when I entered late and was waiting in line to order. Everyone was there and waiting for their drinks at the bar, so I was talking to them from across the cafe, when the cashier suddenly called me forward to order. I was so taken aback that I just looked at the menu and blurted out, “White Chocolate Mocha” which I’ve heard is quite delicious, but I’ve never had before. I handed the old man my coffee tumbler (hahaha tumblr?!) and he filled it up with yumminess. IT WAS DELICIOUS. These impulse decisions have been doing me so well.

Anyways, on with my day. The school performance of Rats! went very smoothly, and I’m so proud of all my little critters. It made the principal tear up! Daww :) So proud. There were a few technical difficulties and things that could be worked on, otherwise it was brilliant.

After the performance, the other directors, Laura, Allison, and I all went to Joe’s for a little follow-up meeting and to kill more time before returning to school. I didn’t eat anything, but it was lots of fun telling stories of all the little kids, especially Oran!

Haha I just tried telling a clever joke to Jessica and Dad, and stuttered sooo badly.

Heh, sorry. So yeah, we had lunch at Joe’s, then made our way back to school for 6th period. I promised Erik and Shanley food though, so I went to Taco Bell to pick some stuff off. It’s a little weird, but I’m pretty sure the reason I was so grumpy when I got to school was because the line at Taco Bell was horrendous, and I was seriously rushing. I hate being late, and I’m basically obsessive compulsive about time. Being that, I was freaking out when the line was like 30 hours long. I was also stressing about finding parking at school, good thing it was lunch though. And the venti coffee was probably wearing out and the side affects were getting to me. Aside from that, I got to school and found the perfect parking spot, and paralleled PERFECTLY; I have never been more proud of myself.

The rest of my day was blah. I left my phone at Erik’s, and I am SO LOST without it. I don’t know what to do with myself right now… I need to figure out an alarm situation now… Eek. Theatre was… blah. I didn’t have Rats! rehearsal, but I had physical therapy with my new therapist. She’s like a TMJ specialist, so it was surprisingly good. Painful, though.

Well I gotta go… My sister is torturing me and making me watch fucking Mamma Mia! She’s also taking my clothes. Hmph. But like really, I hate this movie. God, it’s so stupid. I do love Meryl Streep and Amanda Seyfried though, just not in this movie.

Mahalo.

Mar 10, 2010
ATTENTION:

Erik Anastos got a Twitter.

How exciting.

In other news, I have a new layout. Did you notice? I kept my Hogwarts background though, gots to. I get bored of things really easily, therefore I needed a change of layout. Like my Facebook profile pictures? They are changed every two weeks.

Today, I woke up at 7:30 AM on a Saturday! But it really wasn’t that bad, seeing as I fell asleep around 9 PM last night… Heh. My reason for waking up so early was a Morning Movie with the best: Andy, Vicky, and Laura. Alice in Wonderland was our pick this time, AND IT WAS SO GOOD! It was exactly how I expected it to be, although I have to admit I didn’t like a few things, but it definitely lived up to my expectations. One thing though: Not a children’s movie. It was pretty scary, even for me, and I knew what I was in for going into a Tim Burton film. It was on the level of Chamber of Secrets, I think.

Kitty!


Although I didn’t wear my Cheshire cat outfit, I gotta throw it up to that character in the film. It was outstanding. He’s my favorite, and it was done very well; he wasn’t toooo creepy. Also, the March Hare was ridiculous, and made me and Vicky lol. Speaking of which, Vicky and Laura were obnoxious like shit. Laura fell asleep taking up 3 seats, and when Andy left for the bathroom, Vicky took over and they tried to cuddle. It didn’t really work out, because they ended up in the 69 position. (dot dot dot)

Oh man, I could go on and on about the movie. The part I enjoyed most about the movie was finding all the hidden themes and details. Like the Mad Hatter’s line “Why is a raven like a writing desk?”, the Red Queen’s attachment needs (to be feared or to be loved), and the Blue Caterpillar’s stages of Alice (which is why the soundtrack is Almost Alice). Sorry, I’ll stop; I won’t ruin it for you. Just my inner-Theatre coming out.

I wasn’t the biggest fan of the storyline, but it was really enjoyable. Helena Bohnam Carter was a very convincing and hilarious Red Queen, along with Johnny Depp as the Mad Hatter. But I really have to give it up to Alan Rickman as the Blue Caterpillar. His distinctive, deep voice was perfect for the part of the wise, hookah-smoking caterpillar. I couldn’t help but giggle whenever the Caterpillar said “stupid little girl”, because I always pictured Snape saying that to Harry. Ohhh lls. The one character I hated more than anything was the White Queen. Anne Hathaway, really? And, I mean, I wouldn’t have hated her so much if it wasn’t Anne Hathaway playing her role. I respect Anne Hathaway, don’t get me wrong, but she does not fit the character, nor belong in a Tim Burton film. What was with the whole gliding and arms and “Ohh I’m so fragile!” deal? BOOOO! And the jokes that were associated with her = lame. I suppose a 2 year old would find it humorous.

Oh, whaddup Severus Snape?


All-in-all, this movie incandescently brightened my day. Not saying the rest of my day was horrible, but it was definitely the highlight. Rats! rehearsal was very productive, although I was late because of Alice :) It was our first run-through and Dress Rehearsal, and my rats were so utterly adorable. I can’t wait for the performances this coming week. AS:LKFJAS:LFKAJSF:LAS

Love, Mom. (I think Andy’s the only one that will get this)

Mar 6, 2010
lamesauce

I’m bored.

Today’s weather was so nice. It’s giving me a bit of Spring Fever, and I’m so longing for shorts and flip flops. As I have stated in an earlier blog, I love Spring, and I cannot wait for Daylights Savings Time, my Birthday, and warm weather. Today just gave me a little taste of what that’s like, and it has me antsy.

I think my favorite part of today was leaving school. (haha wowww how lame…) It was really nice out, nice enough to roll the windows down, so I blasted “Baby” by my one and only Justin Bieber, with Ewik and Andy in the car. Andy really jammed as backseat bitch, and I know Erik really loves Justin. Why else would he talk so much smack, then rock out to him?

Look at that smile!


Since half of my friends are lamesauce and decided to go skiing (on the nicest weekend in about four months), I was a bit disoriented after school without them. Good thing I had Andy and JohnTodd though, or else I would have been vegetating all day on my couch.

It wasn’t anymore exciting than veggin’ out, but at least I wasn’t alone. I dropped off Andy at his house, to find myself not wanting to go home then back to that area, so I called up my boy Big JohnTodd, and drove over to his house. We walked Sammy, who I decided is the cutest pet out of all our friends (c’mon, he’s a Jack Russell), and then we drove back to Andy’s house. He had to walk Daisy and drop of Alex etc, soooo JohnTodd and I just chilled in my car listening to music until Andy was ready, which mind you, took an hour. We finally decided on just going to Lou’s, where she and Anna had been taking Photobooth pictures (my favorite!!).

My contact has been so irritable lately that my eye just wants to explode. So while we were at Lou’s, my eye decided to flip out, so I just came home. I’m sooo tired though, so I don’t think I could have made it through a Girl’s Lax Scrimmage anyway (sorry Anna). I’m having an incredible time right now though, watching my little brother “pwn” and talk shit on Xbox Live…

I really wish I was at Wintergreen this weekend… damn Rats!

ALICE IN WONDERLAND! I’m going tomorrow and I have my Cheshire Cat outfit ready! It’s a dark & light purple striped sweater, a white tank top, leggings, and my purple rainboots. I would paint a nose and whiskers on, and wear some cat ears, but I’ll save Andy the embarrassment and just wear the sweater. Also, I know the Cheshire Cat in this film is gray and blue, but WHATEVER, I do whatever the fuck I want. I’m not too sure if I’m wearing that outfit though, because I’m supposed to wear my pajamas… We’ll see. If I do I’ll definitely take pictures.

Well, I actually think I might go to bed soon… this early on a Friday night, awesome! But I have to wake up early to see Alice in Wonderland with the morning movie crew (Vicky, Laura, and Andy) then a four hour Rats! rehearsal… Yippee.

Only you, Shawty.

Mar 5, 2010
puffy eyes

I’m on a roll this week. Two horrible days in a row; two mental breakdowns. I thought taking a mental health day today would make things better, but it just completed the equilibrium of agony. I’m not going to get into today’s dreadful occurrences, but I’m just not a happy camper, and neither are these swollen eyes.

I was productive though, and finished the work I stressed over last night. I then took a good chunk of my day to look at clothes and jewelry, and try to find shoes to go with my dress for my birthday (all of which failed). Which reminds me, my dress for my actual birthday (which I will be celebrating in Princeton), came in the mail the other day. It’s length, well it lacks length, but otherwise it is quite fashionable and fitting for my taste. Oh, Princeton. I’m so excited; it’s been years since my last visit. Pauline and I were trying to find cheap train tickets today. It was quite successful; it’s just a matter of convincing my dad. Countdown until 17/Princeton: 28 Days.

Summer after 8th grade. Braces, bangs, and lots of eyeliner.

Mar 3, 2010
hallways

By the way, JohnTodd pretended not to see me in the tunnel. Humorous. But then, by the trailer, he completely missed me. I’ll let it slide because I normally don’t walk that way, and he’s normally not too attentive when I see him.

SAVANNAH.

Mar 2, 2010
whine

Hi.

Complaint #1: Lack of sleep. I woke up this morning thinking it was Saturday, utterly relieved that I could sleep in. I was so deeply disappointed when I realized it was Tuesday. It wasn’t even Thursday or Friday. It was Tuesday, the SECOND day of the week. I honestly would not be so tired if I didn’t have so much on my plate.

Complaint #2: Theatre. I’m going to be completely honest with you guys: I’m done with theatre. Maybe it’s just the grumpy, overstressed Julie talking, but this schedule of mine is really not doing me any good. See, it’s hard enough having to handle a J&TGP rehearsal everyday after school under 6:30, but leaving early (and having to deal with Cadby’s disapproval of this… dsfl;daksjf;lkdsajfa) for physical therapy (really named pain and torture) and straining my voice trying to keep 100 kids quiet at Rats! rehearsal is definitely not doing my health well. Which brings me to my next point…

Complaint #3: My health. I have a failing immune system. I get sick every other day. I take my vitamins everyday; I don’t see why my antibodies hate me so much. I’m feeling a sore throat and sneezies coming on. Wtf is this? I guess my body just doesn’t want to be healthy. Ever.

Complaint #4: TMJ. My fucking lockjaw just keeps getting worse. Today I couldn’t eat a COOKIE because it hurt so bad. Physical therapy, you are bullshit and not helping. Please don’t make me get surgery.

Complaint #5: Rats! The first performance of this show is next Wednesday. It is coming along so slowly, and we have so much to do in four more rehearsals… FUCK. CRUNCH TIME.

Complaint #6: Homework overload. I have so much work to do right now, and I just can’t focus. I’m trying so hard, but I just look blankly past the words I’m reading. I’m attempting to do this fucking speech for Prantner, which only God knows why I picked Woodrow Wilson, because Prantner is going to expect me to be an expert on this motherfucker, and as of right now, I don’t know shit. Also, I just wrote three really good paragraphs, or at least decent for the state I am in right now, but my POS laptop had to freak out because Facebook is freaking out and shut down… losing my speech that I put 150% effort and 2 hours into. I mean, I know I should be working on it instead of blogging, but really I’m not going to go anywhere at this point, because I’m too pissed and stressed to do anything but rant. Also, Danny Rozynski is a shit fucker face and hasn’t sent me his fucking information for the Spanish project, leaving me with five blank slides in the powerpoint, and there is nothing I can do about it. FUCK YOU. (I hope you see this)

Complaint #7: Eating when I’m stressed. I turn to food as a stress-reliever. Which reminds me that I really need some form of exercise for the next 3 months… If I’m going to be eating all this food, I need to be able to keep my metabolism at the fast pace its currently at. I mean, theatre can get me sweating, but I should run or something. Ha… I can’t believe I just said that. I can’t run for my fucking life. I’ll figure something out… Fuck, just another thing to cut into the time I could be using to relax… Well, I just finished another box of Samoas and two glasses of Pepsi Max. Like, could I at least eat healthy food when I’m stressed?

Complaint #8: I don’t have my iPod to turn to… :( WHERE ARE YOU?!

Complaint #9: Drama. ‘Nuff said.

Complaint #10: Facebook is kirking.

Well, writing this is making me cry, because I’m so stressed. First mental breakdown of the 3-month Stress Process (new official name of my insane schedule).

Fuck you, World.

Mar 2, 2010
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